October 2009
Who are you and where is Tanisha? She was fucking HOT and she wanted to kiss me. But she wasn’t you. WTF
how's it feel to be old meat?
I often think about what things will be like in the future. Especially fashion. I was thinking to myself today, womens clothes will probably continue to get more and more rediculous until we are wearing next to nothing in cold weather, getting sick because of stupid fashion. Then I realised we already do that.
A message from Dr. Natalie Alvarez
Hi all, Just a reminder that we have two short, lively plays on the course schedule for tomorrow and that you are, of course, required to read both. If the die determines that we write a quiz, we will roll again to determine which one you must write on. This shouldn’t be too painful a task, since they are both short and highly entertaining (not to mention the added fulfilment of general...
i asked for assistance
but im helping myself.
last night you literally asked me to tell you to...
it was actually so difficult. even though I knew we would never be together again i still wanted you to be mine.
The two halves of myself: revelations of a late...
Lets write this shit down before I can’t anymore
The two halves of myself: revelations of a late night path
I’ve never felt my body so weak
The only thing making my feet lift off the ground
Is image in my mind
Is the knowledge in my mind.
So she brought you flowers to your class
Just to say good luck on your exam.
Thats more than I ever did in two months.
So shes been talking to you and...
having the flu fucking sucks.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-10-25) →
Tegan and Sara (66)
Lady GaGa (35)
Tiësto (13)
Benny Benassi presents The Biz (6)
DJ Kolesky (4)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
at long last i realised what i'm looking(waiting)...
someone who can be a huge ass someone who will pretend to be cold and distant someone who isnt afraid to make me cry someone who could live without me someone who challenges me both physically and mentally someone who is funny in more than one way someone who doesn’t give a shit what people think someone who pretends they dont give a shit what people think someone who wont put up with my...
oh, hi. so you did actually like me. that's...
today I dropped a piece of popcorn in the hallway at school. As I looked down in order to pick it up I noticed that my prof Natalie was a few meters behind me. I am so in lust with this prof that instead of just picking up the popcorn and perhaps waiting for her to catch up to me so that I could have a conversation with her I abandoned the popcorn on the ground and speed walked (almost jogged) as...
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-10-18) →
Tegan and Sara (87)
Adele (9)
Tiësto (8)
Lady GaGa (6)
Cascada (5)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
As soon as you leave I will want you back
Left over coffee cup,
your scent on my pillow,
letters in my phone,
will I always be so fickle?
Will I always be unsure?
J: You know what the hardest thing is? When you think somethings perfect but in reality it never was, yet you had absolutely no idea.
T: The hardest thing is realising that you made yourself believe somethign was perfect when deep down you knew somethign was off. Doing something about that realization is even harder...
let me explain away the meaning.
my graveyard of thoughts
(sounds like the name for a really corny Blink 182 song)
I don’t want to play with you. But I don’t want to lose you. You already know so much about me, and how often can I say that? Do I want you because you know me? Or am I just enjoying this painfull game of cat and mouse? I’ll keep to myself, I’ll shut my mouth. You were the last thing on my mind before I went to bed, and the first thing on my mind when I awoke. I lay down...
I woke up this morning with such feelings of dread. I thought, “I must have been dreaming about something sad.” I rolled over and realised that it was not dread that I felt. It was doubt.
because I want her happy, and I love her smile.
tight spots
squeeze time, seconds to minutes, laughs to tears. It’s always amazing how much you know in retrospect. How much you hide. It’s a funny feeling caring and hurting. I feel as if I just handed in an essay, an essay of how to break up with someone. My words and sentences are covered in red. Error here, this sentence is well done! Work on your conclusion, is written on the bottom.
i choose to celebrate the first
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-10-11) →
Tiësto (12)
Lady GaGa (12)
Metric (10)
Keisha (10)
Tegan and Sara (10)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
i wish i could tell you this
i wonder if a year down the road it will still be unsaid. i wonder if a week down the road i’ll see you again and youll fall inbetween me and her with a subtle tugg i pull you further in only a matter of time before your ear meets my lips and the words slip into your mind
I'm not unfaithfull but I'll stray.
“I’m not happy unless I have something to destroy.”
it feels exactly like it did before,
i know i should end it before it comes, but i foolishly like to think i have the self control to stop it. i truley hope this time will be different.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-10-4) →
Tegan and Sara (73)
An Horse (36)
Tiësto (32)
Gwen Stefani (11)
Jeremy Ashida (9)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
as long as I know I cant have you as long as I know you will never love me as long as I know that I’m safe without you I will love you.