I don’t have that person, I’ve never had that person. I wonder why? Just havn’t found them yet I suppose. When posed with a difficult question like this I ask myself what would my mother do? Because in my eyes my mother is the only perfect human being in this world. All her flaws just prove her perfection to me. But even when asking what she would do I draw a blank. Because she has never had that person either. Maybe there are some people in this world who arent supposed to have that person. Maybe there are people out there who are really meant to be independant. It’s sad to think that could be true, but you just gotta play with the hand you’re dealt I suppose.
I’ve started having flashbacks of the previous people in your position. Comparing and contrasting. I’ve started having nightmares of you with someone else. Comparing and contrasting. I’ve started taking responcibility for my school work. Comparing and contrasting. I’ve started thinking that you’ve changed me. Compare. Contrast. There’s a better match. Compare. I’ve started believing. I’ve ended the comparison. You’ll be the contrast.